I'm waiting for it to turn to anger.
Considering everything was a lie.
She never understood.

Why, can't people just tell the truth?
Especially to the ones they "love"?
I know its a matter of not wanting to hurt them,
Atleast I hope anyway.
I always begged her...if you meet someone,
I atleast deserve the courtesy of you telling me.
But no.

Just fucking stupid.
I want to write her a letter...and say everything.
But she won't read it. Or respond.

IT doesn't deserve anymore of my time.