*Note*

I am a talentless hack. A bullshitter. A charlatan. I do things to entertain myself more than for notoriety.
The "I can" is more important than the "I have"s.
And the "I will" has always pushed the "Iquit"s aside.
I know I'm am an oaf...I am a foolish idiot.

I am at war with everything.

Skin.

I'm ment to create. I ignore the urge too much.
Once I start, I can't stop. I lose myself, and I absolutely
Lose time. But ...starting...is the hardest part.
When I ignore...I can't sleep, I stress constantly.
When I paint or draw...it stops it all.

The other night, I was almost up for 24 hours....
Laying in bed I grabbed my sketch book, drawing board, and my pencil....I sketched a circle....and passed out.

It just a necessity.