Monday, April 9, 2012

Im not a fucking creeper...

A Model.
That's what I need.
I don't want to fuck them.
I just want to create from them.
A muse. That's all.
No secondary motive.
No trickery.

I don't know...
its just frustrating.

I'm tired.

2 comments:

  1. But a model of what? Would the physical manifestation represent some core truth or admirable value, or just something nice to look at?

    Have u read "pushing ice"? Those guys had a "forge vat " that could rustle up anything at all... a nifty bit of gear, i bet it could sort u out! then again, it was old technology after a few thousand years....

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    1. A model has a lot of uses, for me anyway.
      This particular use/meaning is for an art project.
      Which in the end would reveal something for myself
      Maybe To others.

      From a writing practice without focused thought.
      Where my brain kind of guides the words out,
      They're taken from my conscious mind,
      As they're concieved. Autopilot.

      I write them down...and when there's nothing left,
      I reread and find a meaning in them.

      Then illustrate.

      But, with any artistic process, there has to be some
      Organic nature in it. So I wanted a model,
      To give me the original images for whatever this is I'm creating.
      Instead or relying on someone elses images, I wanted MY
      Angles and lighting to create the artwork from.

      But no responses on my requests for a model...
      So I said fuck it, and started image searching.
      Making due.

      The "forge vat" sounds like an awesome idea.
      My reading queue is all filled up for now.
      Ill check out "pushing ice" when I get the chance.

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