Mom finished her cancer treatments.
Her surgery was successful. Cancer free.
Looking for houses to buy.
Found a few interesting prospects.
Im refocusing on art. I want it to be my life.
I want to give in. All the way.
Im no good at love. It depresses me.
I fill myself with the other. I lose myself.
Yes, im happy in the mean time. Learning about them. Making them laugh.
But me, when i settle. When i have to return to my normal state, and they are subject to that.
My silence. My solitude. My work.
There is no way they could love that part of me.
Anyway.
I want to give up social media.
But its the only connection to the outside world.
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